WORTHINESS

I don't think about worthiness
I don't think about ideals
only thing i am worried is
how to live this
love less life
I tried not to think about it
and led a
happy existence
this void kills me
life is a white suffocating box
I think of means of killing this loneliness
and left no stone unturned
I love to hear talk and
to be happy
that is a simple wish
to get that i don't mind tearing and feeding flesh to the vultures